im on day 2 of my fast (4th in the last 2 months) finally! i was 111.4 lbs yesterday and this morning im 109.6. mostly water weight i bet but still motivation! i feel awesome and happy again! ill be under 100 i hope in no time and ill keep going till i medically cant. i have glucose tabs bause my blood sugars drop first (they're only 15 cals each and stop me from collapsing)and im not sure what to do re: blood pressure stability because that seems to drop with me as well and i need them to think im eating so i can get treatment. its complicated. yes, im still proana but i dont enjoy having an ed and would like help to recover one day. Anyways, thats me. i feel good...i wish you all are doing better now too. stay strong and nothing can go wrong.
peace and love,
k
ps:34 days clean and sober
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